Looking back on February is even harder than looking back at January… Maybe every month from now will feel so short looking back…
Just from my memory, February was basically me being lowkey depressed and Valentines Day, but when I looked through pictures and receipts, I found out that I actually did something else.
My exchange organization organized a trip to an escape room. We met some exchange students like Lina, Tessa, Lucia, Tristan, and some others. It was a really fun night and even though our time was basically up they let us finish it anyways, which was super nice. I think we went like 7 to 10 minutes over the time but we were pretty proud of us! (Some people in our group took it a little too serious thoughXD Elena’s reaction was the best though – god, I love her)
I bought my Prom dress(02/04/18) and accessoires for it! It was basically the first dress I saw and even though it wasn’t 100% what I was looking for I’m still happy I chose it!
Of cause I had to call my mom immediatly- ya girl can’t buy anything over $30 without asking her mom about it haha! (you can see it in my Prom Blog post)
I did my own clutch for prom. I used Lauree’s sewing machine and omg I was so happy when I finished it because her machine gave me the biggest struggle -.-
On Valentines day(02/14/18), Elena and megot Kenzy a singiing Valentime and she semed to really like it! She got us some candy(I got Sour Ptach kids- best candy ever, freaking awesome!!!). In the evening we went to Olive Garden. We had a great night even though we spent way too much money XD
I went to the Warren (movie theatre) 2 days in a row(god, my conscience wasn’t happy withz it, sorry mom and dad).
First day(02/18/18) me and Elena (and maybe Kenzy I don’t remember) watched Maze Runner – Death Cure which was pretty good.
The next day(02/19/18), we(Elena, kenzy, Dalton(a friend of them)) watched Black Panther which was freaking AMAZING!!!!
Idk how it was in Germany, but I know so many people that watched it twice!
Towards the end of the month the skating hall in Moore had a Highschool night or something, so me, Elena and Hamza went. It was the first time I hang out with him and he is pretty cool. Hamza is from Belgium and first lived in Alabama, but changed his host fam to Ashley’s family (a girl from my 1st hr).
So now why I only remembered the depression and Valentines Day…
I wasn’t on best termes with Kenzy and Elena had like 2 hrs with her so of cause they did a lot. At that point Kenzy and Elena were basically my only friends, so it kinda sucked and I felt like I had no friends at all… Moreover, it was Karneval in Germany and I saw all my friends having fun and being stupid and I was just thinking “Oh if I only went half a year…”. So I started listening to some German music(at the beginning Karnevals Music and then rap) and I honestly don’t know if it helped or made it worse… I just know that it felt right in the moment…
I probably remeber Valentines Day, because it kinda took me out of my sadness and jealousy and it showed that I was just showeling myself into the anger towards Kenzy. So with time I got over it and I mean we still don’t do as much as we used to, but it’s all good!
Well, after my homesickness in January and Febuary better things were to come! I will write about them soon! Lots of love and
See you soon,